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MY THOUGHT 13941
QUESTION 5272: HAVE YOU TOLD ANYBODY LATELY HOW IMPORTANT HE OR SHE IS TO YOU? EmilKoval©2018

MY THOUGHT 13942
QUESTION 5273: HAVE YOU TOLD ANYBODY LATELY THAT YOU ARE HAPPY THAT SHE OR HE IS IN YOUR LIFE?? EmilKoval©2018

MY THOUGHT 13943
QUESTION 5274: DO YOU FEEL THAT YOU ARE ‘NEEDED’? EmilKoval©2018

MY THOUGHT 13944
REMEMBER THAT: REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE HERE TO EXPERIENCE THINGS, NOT TO RUN AWAY FROM THINGS. EmilKoval©2018

MY THOUGHT 13945
REFLECTION 035: I HAVE WATCHED YOUNG PEOPLE HERE, IN JAPAN, AND IN THE INTERNATIONAL COMMUNITIES WHO ARE READY TO ABANDON PARENTS AND OLDER RELATIVES FOR THE PURSUITS OF ECONOMIC PLEASURES. YES, THE LAWS OF KARMA WILL EVENTUALLY TAKE ACTION. EVEN THE BUDDHA HAD TO ACCEPT, EVEN THOUGH SADDENED, THE LAWS OF KARMA WHEN HIS FAMILY WAS CRUELLY CRUSHED BY AN INVADING ARMY. I SEE THIS WITH TWO OF MY STEP SONS WHO WILL DRIVES HUNDREDS OF MILES TO PARTY AND DRINK, BUT WILL NOT DRIVE THIRTY-THREE TO FORTY MILES TO CHECK UP ON ME OR HAVE LUNCH WITH ME. MY LESSON IS TO TELL PEOPLE NOT TO WORK 15-HOUR DAYS TO PROVIDE FOR THEIR FAMILIES. WORK JUST ENOUGH SO THAT YOU CAN PARTICIPATE IN FAMILY ACTIVITIES. ALWAYS BE A ‘FUNCTIONING PART’ OF THE FAMILY. THEIR MOTHER IS SO SELF-CENTERED AND MATERIALISTIC THAT SHE VIEWS HER CHILDREN AS POSSESSIONS THAT SHE MUST REMAIN IN CONTOL OF. I SENSE SOME TERRIBLE KARMIC LESSONS COMING THEIR WAY. I CAN ONLY BE LIKE THE BUDDHA AND UNDERSTAND THAT WHEN IT HAPPENS THERE WILL BE IMPORTANT KARMIC LESSONS FOR THEM AND THEIR MOTHER, AS WELL AS FOR ME. SHE PRAYED TO GOD FOR A LOVING PARTNER TO HELP HER IN A TERRIBLE SITUATION IN 1996. WE BEGAN OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH JOY AND HAPPINESS. AS SHE GOT BACK ON HER FEET AND BECAME MORE INDEPENDENT, SHE THEN VERBALLY BEGAN TO ABUSE THAT GIFT. THAT GIFT WAS FORCED TO PUT HIS THINGS IN STORAGE SO THAT HER THINGS CAN DOMINATE THE HOME. THEN COMING HOME LATE EVERY NIGHT FROM WORK,I WAS FED LEFT-OVERS WHILE SHE AND HER MOTHER WATCHED TV DRAMAS . THE BOYS WERE WONDERFUL TO ME THEN, SO I PUT UP WITH IT. WHEN SHE STARTED PLAYING AROUND, THE COSMOS BURNED THE HOUSE DOWN. SHE LOST ALL HER VALUABLE POSSESSION WHILE EVERY THING I HAD WAS IN STORAGE. WE HAD TO BE TOGETHER LONG ENOUGH TO GET THE KIDS STARTED IN COLLEGE AND TO START THEIR OWN LIVES. TWO YEARS LATER, I DIVORCED HER. THE COSMOS PRODUCED THINGS TO PROTECT ME FROM HER. SHE IS STILL ANGRY THAT SHE COULD NOT COMPLETELY DESTROY THE GIFT SHE WAS GIVEN. I ACCEPTED THE KARMIC LESSONS SENT TO ME AND AM AT PEACE WRITING MY THOUGHTS. I FEEL LIKE LAO TSE WRITING HIS THOUGHTS BEFORE GOING INTO THE WILDERNESS. I ALSO FEEL LIKE BODHIDHARMA SAYING A LITTLE MORE TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK MORE CLEARLY. MY EX’S BOSS CAME TO ME AT MY SON’S WEDDING AND SAID THAT SHE WAS A FRIEND OF MY EX. I JUST TOLD HER THAT WE CAME TOGETHER TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN HER CHILDREN’S LIVES. THE HOUSE FIRE WAS A SIGNAL FOR OUR PATHS TO SEPARATE. I TOLD HER THAT MY PATH WAS THAT OF PHILOSOPHY AND HERS WAS MATERIALISM. I TOLD HER BOSS TO TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER EVERY TIME SHE BROUGH UP HOW MUCH SHE LIKED HER. SORRY FOR THE LONG STORY, JUST SOMETHING THAT JUST HAD TO BE SAID. EmilKoval©2018

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